So tonight hasn't been too much fun for my baby sister.. :( I love her so much and I wish I could take her pain away and just make myself deal with it so she never has to experience any kind of hurt. High school is so tough on girls and especially high school relationships. She is such a strong willed person that it is so weird to even see her this upset over a boy... I don't know. I guess it's the whole older sister protection. I know I will have to deal with this more in the future, because it's only going to get harder, but it doesn't make it any easier. I want to hold her and let her cry on my shoulder, I want to erase this pain and take her away. That's it, I just want to take her away. I want for us to be somewhere no one else is and just relax, drinking some margaritas, enjoying the day with no worries, tears or fears. I just want her happy and to know that everything will be okay.
I just want her to know I love her more than she could ever imagine and that while she hurts, I'm hurting with her and if I could.. I'd be the only one hurting.
I think this is the easiest way of telling her how I feel
I hope you know you're beautiful
I hope you know you're rare
I hope you know that love is real
& it's waiting out there
I hope you know I'm here for you
When you feel all alone
This world is rough
But I know that you're strong
& things will change
If you keep holding on
These beautiful lyrics are by the amazing Katie Farmer.
There's no better way to describe how I want her to feel.
I love you Victoria & I hope you know you're beautiful.
