So tonight hasn't been too much fun for my baby sister.. :( I love her so much and I wish I could take her pain away and just make myself deal with it so she never has to experience any kind of hurt. High school is so tough on girls and especially high school relationships. She is such a strong willed person that it is so weird to even see her this upset over a boy... I don't know. I guess it's the whole older sister protection. I know I will have to deal with this more in the future, because it's only going to get harder, but it doesn't make it any easier. I want to hold her and let her cry on my shoulder, I want to erase this pain and take her away. That's it, I just want to take her away. I want for us to be somewhere no one else is and just relax, drinking some margaritas, enjoying the day with no worries, tears or fears. I just want her happy and to know that everything will be okay.
I just want her to know I love her more than she could ever imagine and that while she hurts, I'm hurting with her and if I could.. I'd be the only one hurting.
I think this is the easiest way of telling her how I feel
I hope you know you're beautiful
I hope you know you're rare
I hope you know that love is real
& it's waiting out there
I hope you know I'm here for you
When you feel all alone
This world is rough
But I know that you're strong
& things will change
If you keep holding on
These beautiful lyrics are by the amazing Katie Farmer.
There's no better way to describe how I want her to feel.
I love you Victoria & I hope you know you're beautiful.
2 comments:
Awe, Kels. I don't know whats going on with your sister, but I hope reads this. You know how down I was during the whole Caleb-Breakup. I wrote a billion songs about it. The sad part is that its so easy for us to feel all alone when we're in the position she's in. Its easy to feel like we're not good enough, or that no one cares or could ever really understand. Thats why its great to be reassured, just like you are reassuring her. You are an awesome sister, she is a lucky girl!
Oh! And that simply flatters me to know you read my blog and quote my lyrics. I'm all smiles (:
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