Day 1- Your Best Friend

I have two best friends-- Steven is my best friend in a love way, Alyssa is my best friend in "girlfriend" way.

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Steven

There are no words I could possibly say about how much you mean to me and how much I love you. You love me so much, it's unbelievable. How you deal with me through my mood swings deserves you a gold medal and probably the Nobel Prize. I'm really lucky to have you; I can tell you things that most people would slap me for saying... I love how we can just bullshit and talk shit to each other, haha. You are my favorite person on the planet. You just let me be me and I love you for that. I love that we can lie in bed watching Scrubs, Lost or Friends all day and we never get bored. I love that you understand all my little ticks, my noises and my bitching. I love that when I bitch you let me know when it's enough and you know the times to not say anything. I think that's one of my favorite features about you, you know when to say things and when to not say things... You take care of me; I can't thank you enough for that. You have made me the person I am today and I am so thankful for that. I can't wait to start our new chapter in Utah; with you everything seems a lot easier. Ignore how unorganized this is, you know this is me. I am going to love you for the rest of my life and I am so glad we have each other.

 

Alyssa

You have always been there for me and I'm so glad I can call you my best friend. You are such a crazy ass and I would NOT have it any other way. I love how we can just lay out for hours and still be able to talk; I hate how far I am going to be away from you. I want to cry just thinking about it. You are a strong person and I'm glad you know that. I love your family and your dad is like a father to me and I am so blessed to have met them. I hope you know you deserve the world; you deserve the best in EVERYTHING and just know that I will always love you and you will never be out of my life. Distance will not part our relationship, I confide in you and I love you. Thanks for being the amazing person you are.

 

You two are so important to me.

I love you both.