Day 3 — Your parents
MOM
I am lucky enough to have my mom and my step dad in my life. But this will be about my mom. She is the best mom ever. I know, everyone says that, but she really is just amazing. She is the strongest person I know. She has been through so much shit, it's ridiculous. But she always comes out better at the end of it. I don’t think she’ll ever know how much I appreciate her and all she has done. She has been the mother and the father in my life and she has done one fucking amazing job. She’s the coolest and most honest woman I know. She’ll probably kick my ass for using fucking--- but I needed it for the emphasis. I hope to be as great of a mom as she is. I love you.
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Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
VICTORIA
You are the most precious person in the world to me. There is no way to ever tell you how perfect I think you are. You make me want to be a much better person. You are so beautiful, it's really crazy but you're still pretty down to earth. You speak your mind (wonder who you got that from) and I love that most about you. You don’t take shit. I hope you know you deserve the world, not some bullshit pansy little kid. You’re a badass athlete and I love watching you play. My heart will hurt not seeing you play as much as I would want, but you know I am thinking about you always. I will protect you until I have nothing left in me, you are my life. I love you.
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Day 5 — Your dreams
Be an amazing mother, have a successful career, be the best wife I can be and be an advocate against child and spousal abuse.
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Day 6 — A stranger
WICHITA FALLS ASSHOLES
LEARN SOME RESPECT & SELF CONTROL.
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Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
You're a complete tool.
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Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
KATIE
I just love reading your blog... You are so thoughtful and you really are quite humorous. I created one of these based on how much I love reading yours. Thank you Katie--- I will miss you when I move away.
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Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
GOD
Need I say more?
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Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
KINSEY
You’re the only person I can talk shit with, without feeling guilty afterwards. You’re a badass and I am going to miss you when I move away. Sorry I was such a bitch in high school, I was such a little shit.
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Day 11 — A deceased person you wish you could talk to
LUCIA
How is heaven?
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Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
No need to put a name, anyone who loves me knows who this is... You're a sorry ass excuse for a human being.
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Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
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Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
KATIE
I miss you girl, you’re one of the few people in Lubbock I am going to miss!
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Day 15 — The person you miss the most
GRANDPA N
I miss you so much--- I wish all the bad shit that has gone on, hadn’t so I could see you more. I love you and Tommy and grandma (even though I’m still mad) so much.
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Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
TIA VICKY
I love you so much--- I miss you a lot. Lucky for me I’m only 7 hours away soon!
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Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
SUMMER
You’re weird; I liked you a lot more when we were younger.
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Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
OBAMA
So I can finally tell people that I am not a citizen, have not accomplished anything and that I am a sorry, weak excuse for a president. Oh, and my word means shit.
(Liberals and conservatives should agree on at least 2 of those.)
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Day 19 — Some one that pesters your mind—good or bad
CHRIS
I hope you the best and that you never have to see John again.
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Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
ANNIE
Grow some balls … I forgave you once and then you did it again.
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Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
It was right--- you’re a bitch.
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Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Second chances are something I’ve given out enough--- just move on. The douche/bitch didn’t make it in your life for a reason.
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Day 23 — The last person you kissed
STEVEN
You're my soul mate
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Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
STEVEN
New York!
MY MOM
NSYNC concert!
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Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
KIKI
Your mom loves you and is watching over you in the most beautiful place imaginable!
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Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
STEVEN
Of course, we were just playing around-- probably flirting. I love you.
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Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
SONIC CARHOP
You're insanely friendly-- I love Mormons.
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I love my life.
We just got back from Utah, which was a great trip. The longest roadtrip though--- goodness. But I loved being with Steven and Tor. We did so much! Steven and I plan on sleeping for at least 36 hours tonight. I will upload the pictures from the past three weeks. ASAP!
On a sadder note-- my family lost one a very wonderful woman. My tia Lucia-- well great tia Lucia. It was a hard day for everyone, we were in Utah when we found out.. Tor and I were both very sad but Steven took care of us. (I loved that part, he's going to be such a great dad.) The funeral was even harder. :(
R.I.P. LUCIA <3 <3
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We got to hang out with our best friends and my family this past week and geesh, I missed them. I can't wait to get out of Lubbock for good.
I love my life and I love Steven, my family and my best friends.
PS: I am about to make my appointment for my boob job consultation! AH! Finally!!!
<3 k.
QOTD:
(SORRY FOR SOME REPEATS IF THEY HAPPEN)
"Care more than some think is wise. Risk more than some think is safe. Dream more than some think is practical. Expect more than some think is possible."
"I feel sad for someone who has never known love. Love elevates… But I know it means wanting the best for the people you love, putting their interests above your own, always. Love does that. Love is what you live for."
We tend to forget that happiness doesn't come as a result of getting something we don't have, but rather of recognizing and appreciating what we do have.”
“Happiness comes of the capacity to feel deeply, to enjoy simply, to think freely, to risk life, to be needed.”
For everything there is a season,
And a time for every matter under heaven:
A time to be born, and a time to die;
A time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;
A time to kill, and a time to heal;
A time to break down, and a time to build up;
A time to weep, and a time to laugh;
A time to mourn, and a time to dance;
A time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together;
A time to embrace, And a time to refrain from embracing;
A time to seek, and a time to lose;
A time to keep, and a time to throw away;
A time to tear, and a time to sew;
A time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
A time to love, and a time to hate,
A time for war, and a time for peace.
Ecclesiastes 3:1-8
"Love is passion, obsession, something you cant live without. Fall head over heels, find someone who you can love like crazy that will love you the same way back. How do you find them? Well, forget your head and listen to your heart...the truth is, there is no sense living your life without this." -Meet Joe Black
"A thousand angels dance around you; I am complete now that I've found you."
"Maybe it's intuition but some things you just don't question. Like in your eyes, I see my future in an instant and there it goes, I think I found my best friend."
"Maybe mistakes are what make our fate... without them what would shape our lives? Maybe if we had never veered off course we wouldn't fall in love, have babies, or be who we are. After all, things change, so do cities, people come into your life and they go. But it's comforting to know that the ones you love are always in your heart... and if you're very lucky, a plane ride away."
"You shouldn't have to sacrifice who you are just because somebody else has a problem with it."
"That's the things about needs, sometimes when they're met you realize you just don't need them anymore."
"She is my friend. She's my family. My insides. She will be fine because she has to be fine. That's how important she is to me."
"Maybe our girlfriends are our soul mates and guys are just people to have fun with."
"No matter who broke your heart, or how long it takes to heal, you'll never get through it without your friends."
"Sometimes you need a second opinion. With doctors, real estate... Men."
"Sometimes you gotta quit thinking so much. If it feels right, it probably is. So just go with it."
"Maybe some women aren't meant to be tamed. Maybe they need to run free until they find someone just as wild to run with."
“So just live, make mistakes and have wonderful times, but never ever second guess who you are, where you have been and most importantly where it is that you are going.”
"I make mistakes. That's what I do. I speak without thinking, I act without knowing. I drink so much that I can barely walk...I'm a fantastic lover though, and an amazing friend. God knows I mean well."
"I hope you never lose your sense of wonder. You get your fill to eat, but always keep that hunger. May you never take one single breath for granted, God forbid love ever leave you empty handed. I hope you still feel small when you stand by the ocean. Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens. Promise me you'll give faith a fighting chance and when you get the choice to sit it out or dance, I hope you dance."
"The only certainty in life is uncertainty."
"Go for it, run toward it, dive in head first, live life with no regret. Put your heart out there don't be scared, you might get hurt, but it's all worth it in the end."
"If you obey all the rules you’ll miss all the fun."
"At some point, you have to make a decision. Boundaries don't keep other people out. They fence you in. Life is messy. That's how we're made. So, you can waste your lives drawing lines. Or you can live your life crossing them."
"For gorgeous eyes, seek out out the good in people. For a beautiful smile, speak words of kindness. For poise, walk with the knowledge that you'll never walk alone."
"Point of the story, I believe in payback. Letting people screw you over is just lazy and uncreative."
"Trust is a fragile thing. Once earned, it affords us tremendous freedom. But once trust is lost, it can be impossible to recover. Of course the truth is, we never know who we can trust. Those we're closest to can betray us. And total strangers can come to our rescue. In the end, most people decide to trust only themselves. It really is the simplest way to keep from getting burned."
"Cause you know what? Tragedies happen. What are you gonna do? Give up? Quit? No. I realize now that when your heart breaks, you gotta fight like hell to make sure you're still alive. Because you are... and that pain you feel, it's life."
"I've said it too many times and I still stand firm, you get what you put in and people get what they deserve."
